I've been crying myself to sleep for the nth time now.

The time of the day when all the befores starts playing live an AVP of my life plays in all its vivid glory in my head. Along with the stabbing pain. And when the sleep settles in, I still see you. I still dream of you. And I dread waking up each day because I have to face the fact that you're not in my life anymore. That you left me out of yours.

I miss you.
Every single fucking day.